hmmm .. what have i got to say for today ... suppose to wake up around 3am but i woke up at 9am ... oh my god ... message des a lot today but to bad he can't reply me .. so its not exactly "fun" .. walked 100 m or 200 m just to buy a dvd and mc-donald .. studied 2 chap of mathematics , mesopotamia , ancient egypt ... i wonder whether i can make it for exam .. i chat quite a lot on msn and friendster today .. which means i wasted quite a lot of time today . missing school for almost a week is terrible cause i felt like so many stuff has happen but i just don't know anything .. phone calls from friends asking stuff n telling stuff ... haiz ... and miraculously today i keep thinking about what to do next friday when des comes back ... what to eat , where to go , what to talk .. i know it should be done spontaneously but i just can't help it ... but what is for sure is that i need to snap more pic with him .. we have like less than 20 picture with him , and to me this is terrible ! i like memories cause i really feel that they are a very special treasure ... and without memories , we can't be what we are .. and they give a different kinds of mood from time to time .. some can be sad, some can be romantic , some can be sill , some can even break the fragile heart of a human ... i just hope that time will pass fast so that i can see him real soon ! i miss him so much !!