Tuesday
Magdeline~
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
i have my tempers ,
u too have yours ,
but u think that only you have stress ,
what about me ?
am i always not perfect for you ?
that whatever i do , you're never happy
i try to make you proud of me ,
i try to be patient ,
i try to change ,
everyone saw it but why not you ?
now you claim that it is all my fault
yes , i should be apologizing to you ,
but at the end of the day , its still my fault ,
i know i should respect you ,
but shouldn't i get my respect too ?
i know im an accidental child ,
i really wish now that i wasn't born
i really wish i didn't exist
i can get all the happiness if im not born here today ...
everyone in the whole world thinks its my fault
but why just nobody understand my feelings ..
i try to study hard , be intelligent , get good grades
but , a lil improvement in me , you never seem to care
i really wish time ..
i get so wonder if im your child ...
why is god doin this to me at time
i get so stressed up ,
i get so tensed up ..
again i say , its always still my fault ...
this really makes life meaningless to me ..
what's with family support and love ..
when im just only a black sheep ..