Sunday
Magdeline~
Sunday, August 03, 2008
this year is very very tough for me .. i wish that i needn't take spm ... well , it might be some challenge but this challenge is about to prove my future .. my trials are next month .. and i hardly finish any subject .. they're all half way through ... and im like already so slow ... if i don't get through my trials , im doom ... coz im waiting to get into january intake so that i would waste my time ... and i really want to start college .. it shows im grown older XP .. and i had complications with my family .. they said if i don't do good in my trials , they're not letting me into college ... which means i have to get into form 6 ! wating my 2 years ... i just wish i am rich ... then i don't have to worry bout colleges and the fees .. i know that there's loan .. but my family ... it's just real hard ...
i just wish that i can achieve my ambition as a psychologist ... i want to change myself , i want to learn , i want to be patient and am able to control my emotions , i want to help others .. i just want to be someone new .. when i have enough money , i want to help others without payment .. i want to do social work .. i want to make them realize that they're special .. the world is changing so is the society .. that's why i hope i can help to make a change ...