Wednesday
Magdeline~
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i've been living a hectic life recently .. times really has gone bad .. i mean studying , tuition , eat , rest , study , tuition rest ... and it repeats and repeats and repeats .. its not going to end until spm is over .. and that wold take like another 3 months to get pass .. and yes , hectic friendship too .. i mean , there's this friend , i've been trying to talk to after her cool shoulder to me , which tho she already explain why , i tried to make it better .. i try to talk to her but , why is she still giving that cool thing .. god .. am i really that idiotic that now sooo many people begin to look at me differently .. i don't know why either .. im trying to chill myself by talking and laughing , going on9 to check on latest update , leave funny comment ( which is not funny ) .. alright mag .. reality check !! this is life ! im trying to get my own life .. i try to be happy with my own life .. but when i see others with smiling faces , happy go lucky , i feel like my life is being simply pathetic .. btw people , this is not getting sympathy .. i can't go complaining anywhere else other than here .. and i express better when i write .. i talk like shit man ! and i always say wrong stuff all the time !! back to where i was ..yea , i know im never satisfied .. don't ask me why .. i just can't help feeling desolated .. god loves me ... that is why im going to repent from now on ... this is not an announcement .. i hope by reading my own blog everyday , i will realise my life is not that bad after all ..