Saturday
Magdeline~
Saturday, September 13, 2008
and here you stand before me
the smile on your face
just puts me into serenity
and i wonder how lucky can i get
breakfast and lunch as well as dinner
the times we spent eating together
we had so much laughter and so much fun
what happen to us now that its gone
memories oh memories
we had it all before us
now that you're miles away
it's all drifting by us
i missed you day and night
and i wonder if you'd do the same
i made myself courageous for you
but i could never be ...
all this missing and wondering is killing me
the mask on my face is tiring me
i just wanna take it out and cry it out
coz inside of me ... im dying !!
i call you , i msg you
but i can't feel you anymore
is it all just a habit of missing you ?
im so worried that it's gonna happen
when you're not around
things changed a lot
that im not me anymore
and you're not you anymore
sometimes i feel like i don't know you
and i bet you'd felt the same way too
i tried to spend more time with you
but all we get were phone bills going up high !
what is happening ..
why is it happening ?
is this seperation the cause of it ?
if yes , then i can barely take it ....................