Sunday
Magdeline~
Sunday, September 14, 2008
this verse have been playing in my head today over and over again .. my mum who is against me being a christian today wants and have brought me to the bomoh .. buddhist la .. believe in all this things ... so the bomoh tell her that im gonna get bad luck and bla bla bla ... and i really did not want to go .. so when i went to church today , i seek advise from some of my church member .. this girl name Fleur , had helped me all along in becoming closer to Jesus ...so i asked her whether i should go for the bomoh thing ... and she tells me that it's my choice and what Jesus had planned for me .. then she called me again totell me that maybe i could tell my mum that even if i follow and do what she wants me to do , but i wouldn't believe it cause i've accepted Jesus as my only god ..so when we were on the way , i told my mum that ... i told her about the first commandment in the bible .. "honour your father and mother " .. i told her i resect her and if following her is gonna make her satisfy , then i'd go .. but whatever i do today doesn't mean that i believe in all these stuff ... then deep down i prayed to Jesus asking for forgiveness ... at the bomoh thing , they put stupid pamelo skin on my head .. they said it'll bring bad luck away ... wtf ... where got such thing ... to me , i believe that whatever i have to face in future are trials that are set by Jesus .. and He has something layed out for me ... i don't know how am i gonna tell my mum this ... i can never tell her straight ... it'll hurt her just because im a believer in christ ... why are things so difficult .. she tried to do it over and over again .. and its beggining to tire me out ...i just want to tell her to stop all this thing ... i also had a hatred for bomoh bomoh thing cause my mum once spent ten over thousand on them just to get her friggin husband back ( which is my stepdad ) .. but up till today , what has happened ??? she wasted all her money on nothing ... i hated them from that day on and i will always do the same ... blasphemy ... my friend ian once used that word on something i said .. now im using it back on the f-ing bomohs !!!!!! arghhhhh !!! i hate them ! money sucking faggots !