in this pace of loneliness ,
i found dead silence ,
which gives me creeps and goose bumps ,
i really wish someone could really be by my side ,
to hear me , to answer me , to guide me ,
Jesus is there all the while ,
but i still long for a human being ,
yet , who was there for me ?

you said you were there ,
but why i feel like im actually being deserted ?
like an open desert ,
i yearn for sensitivity and care from a friend like water ,
i thirst for them for i can possibly die without it ,
friends come and go , yes ,
but y i can't let you go ?
it's like you've taken control of me !

when im so lonely and sad ,
i really wanted to call u ,
but the conversation never last long like usual ,
it's not the same ...
not like before anymore ..
you brought yourself far from me ..
you may move on
but i know i've not ..