it seems that we fight more than ever lately .. eveerything is becoming an issue .. i really wonder its because of my insecurity n sensitivity as well as stress due to exam that i kep getting so touchy .. but not just that .. he's been keeping things to himself .. and when we start to argue , he'll bring up his problem and say that i don't understand and i blame him .. if he had to tell me earlier , i would understand n try not to be oblivious .. i really don't know what's going on .. i used to understand people's problems so much and know what to do especially to him .. but now , things just became so different .. i don't know what is happening .. somtimes , i feel like i don't know myself and what i'm doin .. i also can't think of what he's trying to do .. somehow , the love among us is getting lesser n lesser each day .. we also don't have much topic to talk about anymore .. i remember when we used to chat so much last time .. it's like there's a neverending conversation ... now ? he has to control his bill , our timing different , and there's nothing to ask .. all i can ask is his daily schedule and his band .. he will ask the same thing .. that's all .. i really wonder what chris n manda said bout relationship that the 1st year can be a blast , but the following year n the year to come will be your most irritatable relationship and the guys will start to change ... it's really coming true isn't it .. now i decided to continue college on the second intake .. after spm , i wil take my license , then im gonna spend most of my time with my friends ... at least they're the person who truly understands and supports us no matter what .. and our conversation are things that we never get bored about .. i miss last year .. tho i have the oportunity to get away from school , but if there's anything i can do to bring back last year , i would .. cause that's the time i spent most of my time with my friends , i get to msg n see him almost everyday .. and there's nothing in our way ..