the scholarship interview is over !! haha ! it was scary !!! i reach there about 7.50 , and so then i went to register ... but the interview starts at only 8.30 .. so me and my mum waiting at the lobby reading newspaper .. after that i went into the waiting room to wait with other students .. some students from HELP was calming us by talking to us , explaining bout college and courses .. so one by one the students went in ..

then it was my turrn , i was so nervous ! i knocked 3 times then i went in .. i shock both the interviewer's hand , introducing myself .. then they started asking me question like the things were stated in thee proposal .. my activities , my leadership , my vision , problems i face , my motivation of being a psychologist and load more .. i could answer them just that there were some words that i ronounced wrongly coz i was nervous ! they keep saying "good , good" and smile but i know i screwed up like totally ! i went like casual conversation with all the "la" , and "stuff like that" and "you guys " .. oh god ! i hope i get the scholarship even partially .. then they said my results were just at the border line , they wanted to ask whether i could do better but before they could finish their line , i straight away said yes ! i know i could coz i've been studying a lot lately with all the discussions and stuff ..

if the interviewer knew how desperate i am ... oh god ... now i can only pray hard .. but i know my chances are very little coz other people's result are so good and their co-curriculum are excellent .. mine's like very little . oh god ! what am i doing !!!!