sometimes , you find it very hard to explain things around you ,
its not agitating or annoying ..
just weird and curious .
just like how i often wonder about people ..
this is just a random writing ..
i often seeing people so happy but not knowing that they're actually dying inside ..
i see people who can be so sad but not knowing that they have a whole life ahead of them ..
i see people who wants to be love but couldn't have the chance ..
i see people who fell out of love and then in love again ..
i see people around the street walking , wondering around aimlessly ..
i see sadness in people's eyes but they can't seem to express it out ..
i feel the loneliness of a person when messaging them ..
i feel the enthusiasm of a person when they laugh and scream with joy about something ..
i feel the anger in a person when they speak the devilish words that shows insecurity ..
i feel the pain of patients in the hospital when i pass them ..

this are the normal things that a person will see and feel ..
yet , i felt this with the people i know ..
the people that actually really chatted with me before
the sorrow and feelings that they have ..
makes me feel like there are some things that are out of my boundary ..
if there is really a way to help them out ..
just listening is not enough for me ..
for instance a really good friend is in a situation ,
but there's nothing else that can be done but just to listen out ..
for me , it wouldn't be enough if i just tell out ..
i would really wish come and help me out ..
but what do i do to show them love and care ?