i had this huge arguement with my brother which really made me cry and sad today ... he made rules in his room coz i have to stay with him for a time being before i get a new place to stay .. he made it in such a manner that i am so gonna break the rule or he had to ... just only i had a discussion with my mum , he suddenly came in and start talking like a big boss , judging me that imma flung in my life when i get to kl ...i never knew how badly he thought of me .. it really makes me so sad ..

but it also made me realize what my mum thought and planned out for me ... she fight for me when my brother was pouring cold water all over me ... i always thought my mum din know me .. i guess i was wrong ... how bad i've been towards my mum .. but she's did so much for me .. im sorry mum ... thank you .. i'll say that one day with my own mouth ...