well , in this almost 3 month being in college , i feel myself changing ... i don't lose my temper much anymore .. i learn the meaning of family , about loving my mum who has done a lot for me .. my bro who actually cares for me , tapao-ing good food for me if he have extra money .. the meaning of independence ... the meaning of hypocrite .. when i used to be .. yes .. im looking at my self now ... im sorry i've been this ..

now ? im a i don't know , i don't care person ... now , i just wanna enjoy my life .. u hate her , he hate me , o watever , i don't wanna know , dun wanna care .. i just wanna live my life ... probably i'll be more selfish .. but , its the only way of keeping me away from conspiracy .. i dun wanna be me anymore ... i'll change in certain way .. if u wanna come to me n talk with me , i dun mind .. i'll still be here .. if u dun , i dun care either ...

this is an open writting .. its not about who or what .. even desmond asked me have i changed n y ? well ... its wat i've been seeing n goin thru .. dun blame me .. i'll still be loud n making stupid jokes ...

but up till today , i noe that , a person shudn't do any mistakes .. so , i refraining myself from doin it now ...

to these people .. if la ure reading my blog .. if not , forget bout it ...
1) chris - well , its been long .. n yet i wanna say again im sorry .. i noe none of u have forgotten it .. n it'll remain a scar .. i dun mind .. really
2) liz - yes its still a scar .. i can feel it n sense it when me met up dat day .. we're not close anymore .. i also dun mind
3) dave - i dunno .. there's nothing much between us .. just sorry if i did anything ..
4) chelle - i noe what n y ure angry of .. im still keeping that note when i ask u y .. all i can say is sorry too
5) lala - sorry .. for not talking to u for a period os time last year .. i dunno why .. i dunno wat happen
6) maine - just sorry lar ..
7) my college mates - sorry too if i did anything ... say anything wrong o did anything wrong ..