okay chris , i just watched twilight ... yes yes .. outdated , lame , bla bla bla ... yes , nice and tempting .... do u noe that it made me think back so many stuff ..... not love stuff k ... just flash backs ... form 3 .. u me n liz .. unbreakable .. how u guys were there .. what bad stuff i did ... form 4 .. how i met desmond .. the feeling is somehow no more there ... i can't seem to find it back ... i love him tho ... i love u guys too ... i missed the day when we went out ... had fun .. tho results were disappointing ... i missed that feeling .. n again , liz wasn't there ... when will we 4 finally go out once more .... i really miss u guys ... the "endless" fun we had ... when will the time come ... just wait for me to lose weight first AGAIN yea ... i'll be back ... smaller .. but not thin ... u guys can wear bikini ... but i'll stick to my pants n shirt ...