its just the tittle ...
why is melaka sooooo sooo dead ..
i noe im a malaccan but seriously , its so dead
the clubs are not as happenin as kl's
the people are are , dead ...
im sorry dear malaccans ..
but lets face it ..
its the fact ...
oh yeah ..
my dear frens ...
if u din noe ..
i smoke n drink
yes ..
i noe its abig prob when u guys realized the fact bout me ..
but this is me
i smoke
not like a chimney pot n binge drinking
i smoke occasionally , n drink ocassionally
i still control it ..
if there's anything
ask me
from now on
im just gona tell the truth n nothing but the truth
i hide a lot
like alot
im the most problematic gal on earth
with most problematic family prob
n most weird attitude of mine
if im angry , i'll tell n show
vice versa for other condition

it might be weird that i look so happy n bla bla bla ..
n with my weird attitude i wanna be a psychologist ?????
yes
n yes is my only answer ...
i can be hot tempered n bad tempered n impatient
but that is still my ambition
dun noe y ..
maybe n hopefully i'll learn from my ambition
like how i learnt from the people around me , what to be n what not to be ..
tho i sometimes defy myself n goin against my thought
so what ?
im still living healthily here
n best of all
the best people around me ..
so , its not necesary to be cool
its not necessary to use "fuck" n all the words we think its cool ..
be urself ..
now im sounding like phoebe ...
but yea
so now im myself ..
i love myself ..
im proud to be fat n short ...
coz that's me
u can't find another magdeline in this world ..
coz there's just one of me here ..
that's wat make me special
i guess

whatever ...
im me
n i love my friends
jesus
my darling..
n animals
as well as the people that come n go in my life
pheeeeew .. fly fly fly ..

im crazee