all my shoutouts were : tell god that the bitch is back . yea .. it derived from gossip girl . and she's so right. desmond always ask me y i like this show so much ? yea , it might be bullshit and all "gossipy" but , lets face the facts . we do it all . cheating and sex and lying and all of the rest.

why i suddenly say tell god that the bitch is back ? that's coz the old mag is back . only my high school mates know how horrible i am. tho Jesus and college changed me , but now , my fucking so called "in-laws" changed me back. yeah i know. im not married to him. well , now i wish i wouldn't . i don't think i will ever bear staying with his family at all !

now , im gonna be evil and harsh and extraordinary loud back. and my curings ? its gonna be way worse.

and i mean it ... worse.

to diny and uchin (desmonds stepmum n dad) : u people are ugly ! ugliest thinking i've ever known. i always thought u can only find this in drama but , im proven wrong ! u leave a 15 year old child alone at home with only RM30 to survive for 2 friggin weeks while u go away for a friggin holiday ? u people are monster ! u expect ur son who is always broke and far away from u n keep his credit limit at only RM30 ? uchin , u go fuck around with other people when ure already take ? ure sick ! all married man fucking around are sick !

im gonna make ur son successful ! im gonna make him better than other people in ur family. i'll make u people regret for the way u people treat him. he's not an animal. when theres a credit , u take . when there a fault , u blame.

fuck u people.