i was watching oth yesterday .. n it feels like brooke , peyton n hayley's friendship is like chris , me n liz ... okay , the appearance is totally out but the characteristics are sorta similiar .. see we were friends from high school until now , tho we're all goin to different colleges ..

but since that fight , we're now sorta fixing back the relationship and right now , i feel closer to them .. emotionally .. we're physically far from each other .. what i only wish now is that we could hang out more like last time .. but its okay .. the time will come .. i noe it ... coz to me , u both are forever my bitches ...

tho friends comes n goes , i'll remember them ... i'll remember every single event n incident that happen ... coz im not gonna forget it just like that ... some are too memorable .. but some are simply painful n fucking hurtful ... such as college people using me n my mum .. no offence but u people noe who u are ... i have to say it for i can't take it anymore if my mum is gonna bring u guys out for makan n u guys dun finish the god damn food n she has to pay those expensive bills ... as u noe there are few more trip to go before the final event really comes .

right now .. everyday in my life .. i feel like im being used .. being used for some stupid achievements ... yes , we all use people for something .. but im always the fucking victim ... lemme tell u if u hadn't read my older posts ...

when i was in high school , people use me to accomany them to go find their fucking bf's .. n go here n there n do this n that ... well , now is no difference actually .. okay , consider it a favour coz i too sometimes ask for it , but no one .. no one ever help me back ... if wong wen wen sees this , i know she'll tell me that if no one help , den do urself la .. y let other people make u like this ...

i need people like her to wake me up ... personally , i admire her courage n her boldness .. she doesn't care at all wat people so or say ... all she'll say u dun like , dun like la .. its me what .. i admire her ... i wish i have more site like her