this trip caused a lot of unwanted scene ... i kept arguing with my bro n made my mum sad ... i kept arguing with des , which i dunno y , but one of the particular reason is becoz i found out he had been keeping his ex's letter in his letter for 2 years ... n it made me think a lot n get really messed up .. now im sick .. i duno is it normal sick o isit swine flu .. i din see the doctor .. well , no fever .. just flu n cough ... so i think God will help me... however , this trip also bonded relationships ... chris finally n i meant FINALLY communicate with des .. n well , we all spent lotsa time together ... its like a double date altogether ...

the beach was the best memoir i have ... we tapao mc-d n went to portugese settlement beach n sat at the so called bridge .. sat there for about 1 hour eating n chatting .. well i was sittin with des n chris was sitting or practically lying on dave ... it was really romantic ... listening to the sound of the breeze , the sea .. the sensation of the wind brushing our skin ... looking at the star n he moon shinning so brightly ... it was great .. finally ... baby ... we went to the beach ...

im sorry mum that i hurt u so badly .. i sorry baby that i kept scolding u ... i dunno wat wrong with me .... i really dun ...