Wednesday
Magdeline~
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
today for english , aka boring , we were told to give a short speech roughly 2 mins .. n so a lot of them talked bout gays , goverment , history , fact n bla bla bla ... some went kinds racist n gave wrong fact whether purposely or vice versa .. n yet i still didn't noe what to talk bout .. so i went to the front and suddenly asked , "what have we become ?"
have u ever stop awhile n think about what have we become .. we use to be ourselves when we were young .. doing n saying things we desire .. no worries , no thoughts .. but now . things changed .. we can do outta hatred , greed .. when i was re-watching what happen in vegas , there was one part cameron diaz said "all these while i try to make myself perfect in everybody's heart n mind" .. its exactly what we're doin now isn't it ? u might say no , but y not stop n think whether is it ?
not just that .. we say what we wanna say .. we never think what we wanna say , how we say it , whether it will hurt people ... racism .. there are several racis people in my college .. not obvious but when they say things ..... u already noe .. not jumping into conclusion on judging but i dun like it ... there;s this guy .. we were on a trip last week to melaka .. n since he was malay , he can't eat pork obviously .. we had trouble looig for food n its impossible that we're gona eat malay food all the while .. so we went to this food court , n we sat at the non-halal corner n he went to the halal corner , bought his food n brought over .. n another guy bought sizzling noodle n it had some taste , says him .. so that malay guy was like see there's nothing better than malay people's cooking .. i was like wtf ..
not only that , my house has dogs .. again .. obviously ... so other 2 friends sugested we hold the dog n he goes in the house .. there n then he goes with his list of sins ... omg .... it was so fake la .. no offense ... holding dog are considered blocking its pathway >????? puh lease .... its just for a moment .. not hours or days or years ...
another guy talked about history of palestin or israel ... something la ... then came islam n jesus ... then he put in facts that wasn't true .. i was so pissed in the class .. totally pissed ... jesus died of crucification was fake ? wtf ........... honestly ... wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he died to bear all our sins .. n the demons was jealous !!! we should be grateful ...
ps : if there were any offensive stuff that u can't take it , im sorry .. i can't take whats happening now too .. its not the religion fault .. its the people who convey the message's fault ...