many feelings and thoughts occur me today .... according to sequence

glad that i was able to do cts without much difficulty

disappointed that i couldn't do ENGLISH

sad that i couldn't go for gig n des think it as guys nites out tho i really wanna be there coz i was so disappointed and sad and .... disappointed..

happy that i got a membership for a club to do gym with a personal trainer (to lose weight !!!) , yoga , swimming, some sports etc ...

geli hati top see kids swim see so many bobbing head from the pool

guilty for spending rm30 on korean meal with vivian

motivated to save rm300 for dress that me and vivian saw and to lose weight for prom

in love , thinking of someone ... so cute and rich .... no hope la .. he's taken ...

messed up with how my relationship is going and leading to ...

undecided whether to stay up tonite to study ...