again , busy busy busy rush rush rush .... this whole week din have the chance to blog AT ALL until today , which is friday and almost everything is settled ..

yet ... i have 2 quizzes on monday .. and i have practically not touched anything .. and next week's exam .. chris ... im actually in a trouble for this .. not to blame u but i really don't think i wanna come back.. but then again , i've bought mu bus ticket ...

had presentations and presentations and presentations from mon to wed straight. and thurs supposing i had malaysian studies quiz luckily cancelled.

yesterday (thursday) help vivian clean her new room and shifted stuff ..

my dark eye wrinkles are really really dark .. and i dun noe how ...

im quite worried for myself .. i feel like i couldn't handle myself this sem .. i really flunk in many ways .. my attendance got 0% (which is after 6 missing attendance) , my studies on the verge of failing , my sleeping schedule is so messed up ... with the fucking rush race coming up ...

im really tired ...

im not physically tired .. well , yeah but my brain is also killing me out ...

praying alone is not enough ...

people around me is killing me with their wants ... my mum , college ... gosh !

i never knew college life is this fucked up ...

lemme go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!